Cheating Heart

I never felt this good,
Until you come into my life.
My heart beeps,
And you sweep me off my feet.

I never find the happiness,
But you’re there to chase the sadness.
Please tell me what to do.
Because falling in love makes me crazy.

No words can ever expressed,
The love I feel for you.
Through ups and downs,
But you’re there to cheer me up.

Please say those words,
For the betterment of this one.
I wish it was granted,
Because this cheating heart beeps for you.








Made: June 1, 2004

Close To You

My mind was full of hatred,
Insecure and hate for being dumb.
I was alone through these years,
Bitterness in this soul,
Thoroughly endless.

He came, sweeping me off my feet.
I disgusts him, hate that creature.
Still, he pursues his attention.
But then, I am a girl, truly man-hater.

Love was not meant to be forever.
I believed on this and devoted on it.
Suddenly, tears roll down on my cheeks,
Should I die?
Because I won’t live life that long?

He tells me to fight with it.
He supported me all the way,
But I am weak, hopeless.
I don’t have the courage to face him.

Till the last days of my life,
I and this man get married.
He promised to me forever,
And I will not forget that till the end.




Made: Around 2004

I Am Me

I am the girl, who’s vulgar,
I am the girl, who’s talkative,
But don’t get suspicious,
Because I am me.

I am the girl, who’s insensitive,
And the girl who’s hideous.
But don’t get me wrong,
Because I am damn, but damn bad.

I am the girl, who’s delinquent,
I am the girl, who’s unworldly,
But hey dear friend,
Damn you, it’s just me.
Because I am me.




Made: June 1, 2004

Free

Life was indeed hard,
From the very beginning.
Struggles came,
That tests one’s character.

I’m so sad that I can’t expressed,
These feeling of loneliness.
Is there a better way?
To live life in that lay.

I wish I can fly,
Like the birds can do.
No problems to be think,
Just food for daily life.

Lord helps me in this darkness,
To find the real happiness.
Like the birds in the sky,
Who are free to fly?








Made: June 3, 2004

Carlo

She was fifteen when she met this man,
Tall, has the looks and definitely something.
Eyes like a ferocious cat,
Smile that brightens her dark day.

She was easily hooked with his character,
Hate the thought of being affected.
But why it should be?
Is Carlo her prince charming?

She know that they are not meant for each other,
And surely they won’t be lovers.
Sleepless nights which she has committed,
Shame on herself for being in love.

Oh Carlo, are you the one?
Would she believe? Would she survive?
Please tell her the answer,
Is she in or out in you cold heart?











Made: June 30, 2004

Jorge San Juan

Jiffy twist of moment I’ve met you,
Oasis in sorrow which I lived for years.
Rage within my soul,
Grip by the nature of love.
Enliven truly, your love so amazing.

Save me from the emptiness,
Anguish of sadness that we’ve known before.
Nothing condemn it, but you’re there hoping for.

Jibe in your presence,
Utopia it may seem, in the world of imagination.
Animation is that is.
Now and forever, I’m always here for you.
















Made: Around 2005

Michelle

I am not someone to be cherished for,
I am not someone to be proud of.
I’m just the real me.
Pure and simple. Still incomplete.

I am not human, I am not happy,
Life it was truly shit.
People pretend and dump you like that.
I am not shit, I am a homo sapiens.

I am not shit for a fucking mess,
I am just a girl that would look up for crest,
I am nothing but a lady,
Living in the dark side.
Waiting for my soul to get up.















Made: Around 2005

Goodbye

How can you left the one you love?
It’s like tearing you in pieces.
With no use of feelings.
Suddenly you’ve fall apart.

How can I be the real me?
When you’re the one who completed it.
It’s like having heartaches,
Undeniably sorrowful.

What am I going to do?
It’s hard to let go.
You’re my love,
You’re my life.
You’re my everything.

Now, I’m facing the biggest trial that
I’m destined to deal with.
That is to quit and say goodbye.











Made: Around 2005

Sorry

From now and then, I know you’ve suffered.
Otiose I may seem, but still a simple one.
Restless within your heart.
Governed by me in fulfillment for.
Ironically, we’ve fall for each other.
Vacuity is what we’ve truly experienced.
Entailed by God’s love, whose worth is dying for?
Now and forever, let’s keep the
Eternal flame that flows between you and me.
Stay with me for always.
But hey,
Sorry about yesterday.


















Made: Around 2005

All My Life

Pain, sadness,
That I’ve been trying to hide.
Smile, forgiveness,
I am not free for them to do.
Tears, joy,
Wondering how they began?
Love, heartache,
Shit. That’s the way it is.

Life, world,
This is beautiful.
Trials, obstacles,
I am willing to solve.
People, strangers,
Part me of is a part of you.
Nature, society,
No. they’re meaningful.

First love, first heartache,
I thought it would really last.
First kiss, first roses,
Unforgettable it may seem.
Months Aries, birthdays,
Please be reminded to do so.
Goodbye, farewell,
Instead, “I love you hello.”

True love, undying one,
A wonderful person.
It’s love, its care.
I could not ask for more.
Happiness, sorrow,
Strengthens the flame.
Your life, my life,
Entailed to be one forever.

Marriage, proposals,
Oh lovely is that is.
Rings, bells,
I can’t hear but felicity.
Family, children,
The most wonderful gifts.
My man, my husband,
I love you with all of my life.







Made: Around 2005

Undefined

Name that lingers,
A soul that evoked beneath my life.
A man that will never be chased,
Unless the love breaks its chain.

Remember the first day we met?
Ironically absurd it may seem.
But our souls meet through mms.
Like rain of August,
Cupids wrecked it apart.

Feelings jibe in the mere utopia,
In the crest of sunshine.
A love blooms in the fountain,
Wandering of its eternity.

Zany it may seem,
This man drives me crazy.
I don’t care for the realities,
Facing them creates the future.

Whatever the reality is,
Though happiness may fade.
Tears will be wasted,
Crying over you joins the sacrifice.

Still, you’re undefined.



Made: Around 2005

Waiting

In the abyss of this wide imagination,
A shadow suddenly joins the scion.
You never thought that it could be real,
Until you’ve finally thought it’s for surreal.

He came to the thought of eternity,
Sweethearts vowed their fruitful unity.
Promises were even made like trash,
Keeping you dump and alive within the dust.

Never say forever, unless the feeling is true.
Dreaming on fairytale that will never fade.
I was living on my own dreamland,
Waiting for you, but you never come.
















Made: November 24, 2005

Some Things Are Worth Waiting For

I hear the bells waving goodbye,
Tearing me into pieces as I feel it.
Searching for the answer why it could have
Been like these?
Why destiny left us apart?
Was it me that should be blame?
Or is it you, because you insist?
I’m wondering of my future,
Seeing my love one from this dreamland,
Caressing me with his bountiful love.
Touching my soul on its deep feeling.
As I laid my eyes on you.
It hurts when you said goodbye.
Now, I’m lost in this moment,
Where should I be?
To the one whom I can’t live
Without if he’s not here?
Or to the one who loves me whom he
Can’t live his life without me?
Now, I’ve learned my way.
One is enough, because it’s nicer
To share your life with only one
Person, than to hurt someone
Just because of damnation.



Made: December 15, 2005

Justin

Just like a pill,
You tortured my heart.
Underestimate by your love,
I was prison in your arms.
Save me from the bells,
I knew it was you that I love.
Time may separate us,
Still, love entailed us to be two.
Imagination may seem unreal,
Cupids just wrecked it apart.
Never say goodbye,
For my life is with you,
Until I die.


















Made: Around 2005

Untitled

Looking through the picture,
I saw you smiling.
Your eyes that shows happiness,
That smile which weakens my system,
I saw you freely, happy,
But you have never been mine.

Hoping you is here,
Catching every breath as I thoroughly cope.
That smile which captured my heart,
I’ve been there before,
But still, I wasn’t good enough.

As I kiss you tenderly,
Memories still remained.
Your lips showed me the way,
I’ve kissed that before,
But still,
You’re not mine.













Made: December 30, 2005

He's There But Never Been Mine

Your smile,
That truly binds the molecules,
Captivated by Zion in the memory of faith.
Those lips,
Chased by the sweetness,
Underestimate by yours in this sweet caress.
Your eyes,
I was hooked by your sight,
Catching every look as you passed by.
You’re always there,
Sweeping me off my feet,
Slowly torturing my heart.
You showed me the way,
Your words remained in my pleasure,
As I caress my hand with deep sadness.
She’s lucky,
For having you in her life,
As someone you can stand with.
You’re there,
And I was hoping for.
She’s with you,
And it tears me apart.
As I see myself here crying,
While you’re with me,
Yet you’re someone else property.


Made: December 30, 2005

Fugitive

I’m standing here,
Escaping from the truth.
Fluming in sorrow,
Running away from you.

I say it’s over,
But still, you’re fixing it.
Hiding with felicity,
And I was dumped.

In this journey,
I find you in the mere utopia,
I thought you’ll go look for me,
But then, I saw you over her.
















Made: December 30, 2005

Me Myself And I

Just as the way you look through my messages,
Unpleasant ideas contemplate your heart to spoken up.
Living my life as one, sharing this
Unforgettable memory for you to have.
Intense happiness is what GRC brings to me.
Odds of emotions that continuously flow with the beat
Of rhythm.
Despite of the critics that I experienced everyday.
Always remember this:
Michelle never hides, and I don’t give up too.




















Made: Around 2005

Free

Life is but an abyss of imagination,
Struggles came within the union.
Pumping this rhythm towards mine.
Searching for the truth, still undefined.

I’m so sad that I can’t express.
This feeling of loneliness.
Is there a better way,
To live life in that lay.

Lord helps me in this darkness,
Find the one and real happiness.
Like the birds in the sky,
Who is damn free to fly.

















Made: January 26, 2006

Jerome

He can’t be that too talkative unless I’m the
one he’s chatting to.
His day won’t be complete if I’m not here
Beside him.
He can’t sleep well if I’m not the one he’s
hugging on.
He can’t concentrate on something if I’m in
Deep trouble and
He can’t smile without me.

He hates me for being flirt,
But he loves me for what I am.

He don’t like my fashion statement,
But for him, I’m sexy like hell.
















Made: Around 2007