Raymond 2

Remember the first time you hold my hand?
How you touch me and the way you caressed it.
From the gentle kiss through the little hugs,
Slowly, you’re sweeping me off of my feet.

Those eyes with a depth,
Your eyelashes that hides mystery,
Your face that creates a sight to behold,
And your lips that shows quietness but a taste to be remembered.

And as days count,
And as you proved to me that you are real,
And the way you appreciate me is the more I love you.

I’ve given my all,
I’ve showed my real intention,
I sacrificed everything just for you.

But what lies behind your beautiful eyes is a lie that almost killed me.

When I knew that you’re mine,
When I thought that you are the one,
When I’m starting to commit seriously,
But then,
You’re someone else’s property.

Girl

I remember this girl, whom I used to have,
She’s the dream girl of every guy could have.
But behind her features,
Is an abyss of loneliness?

I must admit that she’s different from the others,
When her striking personality boasts in.
I wonder why those eyes keep on staring at me,
When all I know is that she has expressive eyes.

How I wish I could wrap her around my arms,
Loving her for every time she’s with me.
How I could be so happy for having her,
Knowing she’ll complete me totally.
















Made: September 08, 07

Just The Way You Are

I loved everything about you,
From the little details down to your vanity.
I never thought of liking you,
Knowing you exist but then you’re not around.

You came into my life without a notice,
Slowly I fell as days passed us by.

How I wish you’re here with me,
Telling you that I am for real.
Loving you till the every breath,
Taking care of you in a way nobody does.

When I’ve finally thought this is for true,
When there’s no time for me to back out,
When I’m ready to face the reality,
And when I’m here waiting for you,

But then,
You don’t love me.










Made: September 29, 2007

Life

Life,
A must see adventure,
A grateful experience for you to enjoy,
A piece of blessing in everyone’s arm,
A phase of discovering yourself.

And yet,
When it grows,
It also ends.

When it evolves,
Change is expected.

Like a piece of paper,
Once crumbled
And everything will change.














Made: November 08, 2007

Jerome

After all this time,
I thought I’ve already moved on.
That I don’t miss you every single minute,
That I can live a life without your presence,
I can be the bravest girl after the breakup,
With no tears and pain,
Just a smile.
Every memory were erased,
Every part of you is forgotten.

But the more I think I’m brave,
The greater chance of breaking down.
Regrets were born,
So I did lie.
And when I’m here,
And yet he’s far away.

Never in a minute that he cheated on me,
Never in a day that he forgot to tell that had he cared,
Never in a moment that he lied on me.

So when he does,
While I’m not.

And it’s been three months since our breakup,
All the while I thought I’m not affected.
But my heart finally gave in,
And admitted the fact that I still love him.
Yeah it is.
But I’m not hoping anymore for us to recon ciliate.
I know he’s happy now,
He’s contended,
He can live his life without me.
So I guess,
It’s really time to move on.



Made: November 17, 2007

Optimistic

When everything seems to be blurry,
All you want is to runaway.
When life throws you,
Hopes were unexpectedly gone.

When failure comes,
Effort is tend to be forgotten.
When your love one leaves you,
You begin to lose yourself.

When no one seems to appreciate you,
God never rejects his son.
When the world turns his back on you,
I’m just here.
For I’ll never leave you, unless you told me so.

Lost

Again, I’ve lost the one I really love.
It’s more painful from the previous.
And again, I was shattered into pieces.

I’ve always dream of being with him until my last breath,
Having our baby that we’ve been anticipating to have before.
Living with his big family,
Taking care of him and our children.

I want a simple life,
Wherein I can know for sure that I am
Happy even though materials aren’t
Present the way real love do.

It’s just so sad that this phase in my
Life suddenly ended.
And now, I’m all alone.
Still crying and weeping for a man who
Opens my door to realized that I have
The rights to gained happiness in his
Character.

And yet,
I lost him in a snap because of me.






Made: November 2, 2007