Life

Life,
A must see adventure,
A grateful experience for you to enjoy,
A piece of blessing in everyone’s arm,
A phase of discovering yourself.

And yet,
When it grows,
It also ends.

When it evolves,
Change is expected.

Like a piece of paper,
Once crumbled
And everything will change.














Made: November 08, 2007

Jerome

After all this time,
I thought I’ve already moved on.
That I don’t miss you every single minute,
That I can live a life without your presence,
I can be the bravest girl after the breakup,
With no tears and pain,
Just a smile.
Every memory were erased,
Every part of you is forgotten.

But the more I think I’m brave,
The greater chance of breaking down.
Regrets were born,
So I did lie.
And when I’m here,
And yet he’s far away.

Never in a minute that he cheated on me,
Never in a day that he forgot to tell that had he cared,
Never in a moment that he lied on me.

So when he does,
While I’m not.

And it’s been three months since our breakup,
All the while I thought I’m not affected.
But my heart finally gave in,
And admitted the fact that I still love him.
Yeah it is.
But I’m not hoping anymore for us to recon ciliate.
I know he’s happy now,
He’s contended,
He can live his life without me.
So I guess,
It’s really time to move on.



Made: November 17, 2007

Optimistic

When everything seems to be blurry,
All you want is to runaway.
When life throws you,
Hopes were unexpectedly gone.

When failure comes,
Effort is tend to be forgotten.
When your love one leaves you,
You begin to lose yourself.

When no one seems to appreciate you,
God never rejects his son.
When the world turns his back on you,
I’m just here.
For I’ll never leave you, unless you told me so.

Lost

Again, I’ve lost the one I really love.
It’s more painful from the previous.
And again, I was shattered into pieces.

I’ve always dream of being with him until my last breath,
Having our baby that we’ve been anticipating to have before.
Living with his big family,
Taking care of him and our children.

I want a simple life,
Wherein I can know for sure that I am
Happy even though materials aren’t
Present the way real love do.

It’s just so sad that this phase in my
Life suddenly ended.
And now, I’m all alone.
Still crying and weeping for a man who
Opens my door to realized that I have
The rights to gained happiness in his
Character.

And yet,
I lost him in a snap because of me.






Made: November 2, 2007

Empty

Before, my life was an empty shell since the day he left.
That I can’t find another him in this damnation,
That I can’t find happiness, and yet
I did.

At first, it was hard.
Thinking all relationships are made to cause
You pain.
That the more you love the person, the chances
Of breaking your heart.

At some point, there is reconciliation.
Knowing it could be sweeter the second time
Around,
But when faith twists your life, it could be nothing.

Live Life

You have the life to live,
And you’re lucky.
Trials can lose your hope,
And do expect it.
You are a believer,
So please have faith on Him.
Never let those words bring you down,
Stick to your own strengths.
They can treat you bad,
And you can grow up.
They won’t stop,
But be optimistic.
Prayers meant something,
There’s nothing if you just do.
Smile for it can ease the pain,
Look around and see the difference.
I’m here,
We’re here.
Always and you’re lucky.

Especially For You

I can’t explain it,
But I can feel it.
It hurts,
But I keep it inside.
I’ve lost him,
And yet I lost myself too.
I was confident,
And I break the rules.
I doubted your words,
And so I regret.
I’ve been unpredictable,
And tears began rolling.
When I’m ready to be with you,
Realizations were too late.
















Made: January 14, 2008